::Tomorrow was never ours::

She opened the door... the door to the room of her dreams. A breeze of whispering memories wheezed past her. Fragments of her heart lay scattered all over the floor. The shelves were decorated with moments that were once theirs.

She scanned the room. Once again searching for his presence. In vain.


His fragrance - bottled in the tiny bottle of Charlie perfume, the comb he never used and the half empty after shave lotion.She smoothered the table cloth, arranging them again... perfectly ...

Perfectionist he was. Ironically, that was the only thing he could never have - a perfect life.

She crossed the living room. The kitchen echoed with voices of yesterdays. The daily knick knacks on who would do the cooking, the arguments over his Fried rice and her Cauliflower curry. Nostalgia was overpowering, there was a shadow of pain in each of these moments ... moments that were meant to be relished.

A stack of ash colored plastic containers stared at her... all medicines are not cure, some are just enough to borrow more time - to live.

His vaccation leave were usually meant for hospital visits. Though she had never, through her eyes, seen him cringe in pain, when the needle drill through his bone to the marrow, but had always felt the trauma in his voice. Patiently she would wait for him, to come back, to shower all the love that was contained in her heart.

Till one day when he didn't return.

She knew her father could somehow be persuaded to overlook the state-caste factor in their relationship. But how could her parents not consider the future of their daughter. Destiny had already planned her future, her parents remained ignorant of the one person she loved more than herself.

The pregnant silence pierced through her, ripping her scarred heart. Tears of unknown solitude trickled down, smearing her hope, leaving a trail of unforgetable memories ... loneliness was glaring at the window of tomorrow. A tomorrow that could never be theirs.

**Dedicated to near and dear ones of Leukamia patients.

**This is a very personal write, dedicated to the One I don't want to loose, ever **


  1. Very touching. I pray that your One would stay with you for a long long time

  2. ..this post burst my tear glands! almost

    yeah u have best wishes for your "The One" from me

  3. It is so difficult to bear the pain when a loved one is gone abruptly...

    Very touching post...beautifully penned.

  4. a really wonderful post...*a sigh*...*and a silence*....may there be life..and love and peace..

  5. Very touching...i lost one of my most dearest person two years back to the cruel hands of Leukemia,even though if she was a true fighter .I am not over it till this moment.

    You and your loved one have all my best wishes and prayers.

  6. Very touching. I like it a lot


  7. Excellent Post!!!!! This Post Melted My Heart!!!!!!!!!!!!

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  9. this was a very touching story, its sad so many people are dying with this these days, hope this does get a cure eventually, beautiful story :)

  10. what a touching story... i liked it... :)

  11. i know how it feels... i lost my grandfather, one of my best friends lost her father, other her mom... wish it was 100% curable....wish there were ways to prevent it

  12. i know how it feels... i lost my grandfather, one of my best friends lost her father, other her mom... wish it was 100% curable....wish there were ways to prevent it

  13. wonderful post..loved the metaphors...very touching, silent and deep. Best wishes for your One. :)

  14. Very touching post and having been a breast cancer survivor and having lost my mom and sister to it.. I can feel the pain you have expressed so perfectly in words

  15. That was very very poignant..
    No words..Keep writing pls..


  16. really sad and touching princess... :(

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  19. God bless you both :) That was a soul-stirring post. Loved it Rajlakshmi!!

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  21. Very touching story. I pray God you never lose the One.

  22. My best wishes and prayers with u and The One too!

  23. very touching post!! Good luck!!

  24. very touching post!! Good luck!!

  25. very touching post!! Good luck!!

  26. very touching post!! Good luck!!

  27. Very touching, brilliant and sad.

  28. The theme of this post was similiar to the movie "A WALK TO REMEMBER" ,very touching theme...

    keep blogging
    cheers !!!

  29. so touching...I loved it so much ..I can visualize myself in these words ...great work

  30. I will pray for you...
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  31. Donno what to say. Take care and wish 'the one' a speedy recovery !

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  33. Very Touchy.

    May u'r wishes be fulfilled

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  36. You know one wonders what s good time for God to show himself...but He never does, and people keep suffering...and dying.
    We live in a hope of 'someday...'

    good post.

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